Just the Way I Feel Today

I can’t find the words to pray
I’m a little down today
Can you help me?
Can you hold me?
I feel a million miles away
And I don’t know what to say
Can ya here me anyway?
What I need is for you to reach out your hand
You have taught me
No matter what you’d understand

Lord move in the way, that I’ve never seen before
Cause there’s a mountain in the way and I’ll knock on the door
I’m drifting away, waves are crashing on the shore
So Lord move (move), or move me.

I’ve look every where to find
A simple peace of mind
I can’t find nothing on my own
So I got to leave myself behind
Take up this cross of mine
Give away everything I hold onto

Lord I know the only way is through this
Lord I know I need you to help me do this

Lord move in the way, that I’ve never seen before
Cause there’s a mountain in the way and I’ll knock on the door
I’m drifting away, waves are crashing on the shore
So Lord move (move), or move me.

Out of this place of complacency
To a place of fellowship with thee
Cause I am weak but Lord you are so strong
And you know it’s been way too long (been way too long)

Lord move in the way, that I’ve never seen before
Cause there’s a mountain in the way and I’ll knock on the door
I’m drifting away, waves are crashing on the shore
handSo Lord move (move)…

11 thoughts on “Just the Way I Feel Today

  1. I wish I had words of comfort, but I don’t know what I could say that wouldn’t sound like a cliche or flippant. I don’t know how you feel because I have not lost my son, but I do pray for you, Jay and Collin daily and will be doubling my efforts during the holiday season. I hope that brings you some comfort.

  2. Lisa, I am praying for you and your family during this season. I thank you for your honesty and the perspective that you give to my life. I think of you all so often when listening to my songs on k-love. I pray you feel the prayers.

  3. Lisa, Jay and Collin – May God hold you in His arms of Love during this Christmas season. Prayers for comfort from your pain and tears. In Christian Love,

  4. My tears join yours this morning. Praying for moments of peace in the midst of your pain. Know our Lord will do this for you and your family, not only through this Christmas celebration season but beyond.

  5. I know God has His arms wrapped tightly around you, and I pray that you will be able to feel that strength during Christmas and the coming days. You are an inspiration to me and so many others…also praying that tonight’s banquet is a special time and that, rather than struggle, you will embrace it and feel lifted as Trey is celebrated. Much love to you, my friend…

  6. I am so sorry for your loss. Recently, a friend of mine lost her mother to cancer. There was a song that she wanted at the memorial service, called “I wish you were Here” by Mark Harris. From what you have shared about your faith, and Trey has about his, I hope that the song can bring you some comfort. I can imagine him singing it to you. You can find it on YouTube with the lyrics. Although we live in the same community, and don’t know each other, I have prayed for you and your family. I continue to follow your blog, and I can’t even imagine the ache in your heart. I can’t offer you any advice or comfort, but I care.

      • Ok. We have to have a plan. You mentioned having a party with the youth that’s a start. Anytime we (the Zachars) have had problems or stumbling blocks we tell each other “we have to have a plan”. Start small, plan a trip and include someone you can’t disappoint so it would be hard to back out. Even if its to a movie (comedy). Get involved in an Outreach that you’ve not done before creating a new memory. You will always have the past precious ones but you have got to have new ones. I don’t know if you are a already in grief counseling I would imagine you are but if not get in that. I will keep thinking of suggestions and of course ill be always praying.

    • Well, we are of the same minds. We are leaving this weekend to take Collin and a friend to Opryland for the first time and stay in the hotel. And Jay’s first time too. Shopping therapy. Then I am wanting to throw a high school party at my house on the 20th that is a ugly sweater party. And there is planned a Remember Trey Day on January 5. A lot of things going on.

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